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But then you wake up right away. You weren’t conscious for hours bu for you it felt instant. We really can’t image it.
If life isnt enjoyable, would disappearing really make a difference?
I think I wouldn’t mind being dead, as I couldn’t feel anything anyways. But existing and then suddenly not even knowing I don’t exist sounds very scary. When I forget what I was thinking about a few seconds ago, at least I know that I did forget about something. I think the fear stems from the fact that no one can even imagine how death feels like. Sleeping or being in a coma isn’t even close as it feels like a time skip.
I try to see the world and everything in it for what it really is. I don’t believe in fate, god, karma, souls, etc. The way I see it, I’m depressed and don’t enjoy life because I’m just a collection of electrical signals/chemical processes inside of my brian. And my brain is fucked. I can’t relate to people who genuinely enjoy life. I get sparks of happyness but spend most of the time being miserable.
Another personal reasons for why I don’t enjoy life is change. I know that no change = no progress = boredom, but I still despise it. And look at that, literally everything in life changes all the fucking time. Loved ones die, pets die, the tech I love slowly dies out.
And then there is the looming threat of dying at any moment because I’m a fragile organism that can die even while sleeping. That terrifies me to no end. Just suddenly not existing. And yes I have watched motivational videos advocating for why we shouldn’t fear death. I’m not buying it.
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Technology@lemmy.world•Windows 365 Link is a $349 mini PC that streams Windows from the cloudEnglish
1·2 years agoCorporates. 60€/month is an acceptable price for them.
I 100% agree. Stock android experience is garbage even compared miui.
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Lemmy Shitpost@lemmy.world•Living in a forest without any technology also works, since you will have no internet access anyways.
191·2 years agoIt can be sad to realize that perfect privacy and security can’t be achieved, but on the other hand, what you can’t change are things such as Intel ME, proprietary blobs in android or the linux kernel. It still pisses me off, but unless the FBI specifically targets me, there’s no reason to worry about this, and so I don’t. I instead focus on minimizing data collection, and being in control of my software, which is doable.
I occasionally use it. You can message me at tsugu@disroot.org if you want.
Why should this even matter? Every android has a proprietary parts of code that need to be included even in custom roms. In case of ios devices, the entire OS is proprietary. I would much rather use a Chinese android phone with an unlocked bootloader than an american iphone.
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Technology@lemmy.world•Homeowner baffled after washing machine uses 3.6GB of internet data a dayEnglish
2·2 years agor/nottheonion moment
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Memes@lemmy.ml•I'm giving them a year until lifetime licenses start to mean nothing.English
0·2 years agoThat’s what I used to think as well actually. I opened it, saw the airplane control center, and closed it. But then I volunteered for editing a photo for my school, and I had to learn how to effectively create borders around the text, as I would have to makes a lot of changes to them. So I searched and came across this video. And then I understood that GIMP is actually a really powerful tool, you just have to learn how the developers intended you to work with it. Admittedly, having to use the drop shadow feature for text borders is pretty retarded, but it lets you fine tune the how the end result will look.

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Memes@lemmy.ml•I'm giving them a year until lifetime licenses start to mean nothing.English
1·2 years agoGIMP or Krita might not be up to the standard as Affinity and Photoshop are, but at least while perfecting my skills in GIMP, I don’t have to worry about having to find a different software because a random company purchases it.
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Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Deleted comments still visible in Sync and possibly other clients.
19·2 years agoAs far as I know, Lemmy doesn’t allow the deletion of content. https://www.reddit.com/r/privacy/comments/1b6g219/psa_you_cant_delete_photos_uploaded_to_lemmy_so/
You should however be able to overwrite your posts. So when you delete them, change every field to random nonsense.




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